I'm glad to see life is giving you happiness. I think you've earned it. Don't sweat over the fact that the answers aren't always clear. Life has never been about the destination...as cliche as it sounds...it's the journey that defines us. You and I, together, should know that better than anyone. You're amazingly smart and observant...and your perception of the world around you is second to none. You'll figure it out Britt.